Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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10:06 pm - Tell everyone about the new party house!
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This morning I woke up in a ball of warmth. There was beeping noise that was keeping me awake. It was time for me to leave to womb. I got dressed and hung out with jays mom and that was the only vital thing I did all day…well I did find out that if you push buttons 1 and 3 in the church van it cuts off the back radio dial…that’s pretty useful. Useful sucks.and who the hell is akw? That’s some ugly shiiiit.
I am the lion...call me the lion...
current mood:  amused
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Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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7:23 pm - "the blues aint nothin but a botheration of the mind"
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Db9,Db7b9,Bbm6,C7b9,Fmaj7
“isn’t that the starting of that django Reinhardt song?”
My head started to hurt again and another note fell out of my ear. They kept falling out until the song was over. Then I went home a took a nap.
current mood:  devious
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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8:55 pm - Roar!
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You're
the United Nations!
Most people think you're ineffective, but you are trying to
completely save the world from itself, so there's always going to be a long
way to go. You're always the one trying to get friends to talk to each
other, enemies to talk to each other, anyone who can to just talk instead of
beating each other about the head and torso. Sometimes it works and sometimes
it doesn't, and you get very schizophrenic as a result. But your heart
is in the right place, and sometimes also in New York.
Take the Country
Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
current mood:  drunk
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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9:49 pm - Numbers are good
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1.Why did i do that?!?! Was i temporarily insane?!? i need to stop making excuses about it too..im just a dumb ass. i wasnt going through shit at all. now you think im a fucking weirdo.
2. school sucks for 2 reasons. waking up early and not being able to hang out with my friends outside of school as much. o and also everyone at school is fucking homophobic. i just found that out today and its so disappointing. i never realized how ignorant they all are.so much for being OPEN.
3.Aiden and i are just going to buy little kids suits from the thrift store, spray paint FTW or something on it. then instead of going to homecoming just skate outside of govs and listen to music. then get people to come outside and chill with us...its going to be sweet...really.....Hey! its better then my first idea...which was to just start smoking...
4. If no one hadnt yet realized, that last journal was complete bullshit. it was kinda just making fun of other journals ive read...but really i think im just jealous cuz i cant write anything beautiful.
5.That avail show was tight! Usually shows are boring ,smokey ,annoying and loud.
6.yo mamas done...uuugh...
current mood:  lonely
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Saturday, September 4th, 2004
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5:37 am - The garden hides the jewel
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i cant take anymore! i love you! i want to kiss you every second of the day....but i cant..funny how aiden is the only one who really understands.
...you smell like hamburgers. dont shoot me.
this is awful... i guess the cold room wasnt cold enough for this beloved bird.and my heart grows deeper in the wrong direction. caught between a fork i chose against my better judgment.this street isnt big enough for the both of us.
dont fuck with me
fuck this winter storm. i am sleeping the high away. but my cave is stained with memories of you and when this summer passes i am left forgotten. heart broken and nostalgic i stagger toward a bright red door and realize how alone i really am. Is this heaven competing with hell or am i getting too deep into thought? only time will let me know...
i saw a funny animal today.
current mood: chipper
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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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11:48 pm - bored again...
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that tiny bit of cockeyedness gave her a cute, mad look, and the way she toed in sort of spead her buttocks and made a little valley under her skirt, and..and it dont..doesnt make sense but there was something about it that made me think of the twenty-third pslam.
Id thought she looked awkward and top-heavy, and,hell, i could see now that she didnt at all. Her breasts werent too big. Jesus, her breasts!
She looked cute-mad and funny-sweet. She looked like shed started somewhere and been mussed up along the way.
She was a honey. she was sugar and pie. she was a bitch.
i said, "come here, carol," and she came there.
and then i was kissing her like id been waiting all my life to do just that, and she was the same way with me.
I dont know how long it was before i looked up and saw my wife in the doorway.
-some awesome book
current mood:  blah
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Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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4:09 am - society will most likely forgive the criminal but never the dreamer..
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its really late and im unbelievably tired.why do i decide to write a journal?
| L | Light | | A | Appealing | | U | Unusual | | R | Radical | | E | Emotional | | N | Noisy | | | | G | Gentle | | R | Revolutionary | | I | Inspirational | | F | Flavorful | | F | Fast | | I | Inspirational | | N | Nice | | | | C | Courageous | | A | Astounding | | Y | Young | | T | Temperamental | | O | Old | | N | Neat |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
how did i get young and old in the same name?
i got kicked out of my house...my dad and i are not on good terms...we are not even talking and guess what...its fathers day
i think it will be ok
wanna pbr???????
You offered me a beer and at first i was mad.then i thought ..whoa sthis person doesnt realize im 15.if he does then he is just a weirdo. i stopped myself from saying anything mean and politely said no. beer is soo gross.
this has been a wonderful day. to bad it had to end on a bad note.
i always feel like you are somehow annoyed with me and that you are getting tired of me being around....nah
i hate every single journal entry ive every posted.
current mood:  sleepy
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Sunday, June 13th, 2004
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2:49 am - Each number represents a person(there is no specific order)
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1.The highlight of june 12th and 13th, 2004 was definitely chillin with you for an hour at bevs. I wish we could do that every saturday.
2.BABY BOO!!! sorry that im shitty at taking hints..hehe
3.why does everyone hate you all the sudden?You are acting the same way you always have.
4."just to see those eyes of hers shine
is worth any sum or length of time
that would fill up that space
where her love once flowed"
-Calexico
5.some days you are an annoying asshole and others you are very understanding and fun to talk to.today was the latter.
6. I was excited about hanging out with you and i hope that we all hang out more often this summer. you rock out like no other!
7.You are the creepiest person that ever walked this earth.(i will give you this one....jeff)
8. Thanks for introducing me to "the books." i have both albums now and ive been listening to them all day.
current mood: restless
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Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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1:37 am - first new entry.....2000!!
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so here is another attempt to keep a live journal.i used to try to keep journals less personal so that anyone can understand what im saying but now i say fuck you all!
whoa! i did an ollie! no one really knows how insane that is. i tried skating for 4 years or something as a kid and never once could i do it and then today,after not even touching a board for 2 years, i hop on and do it! maybe i WILL start skating again!
who woulda thought washing dishes could be so fun? Its amazing how comfortable i am with you
Im going mix crazy!it seems like every time i talk to someone new, the conversation ends with me telling them im going to make them a mix.its turning into a bad habit.
ok thats it... i dont think movie night will ever happen. ive been trying for years now and there is no one that has the time or energy to do it with me.....i cry.....so...much....
bicycle!!!!bicycle!!!!!....2000!!
current mood: okay
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